~★SAIL AWAY ★~

Oki doki. Xmas is over, dad is gone and life’s kinda back to normal… Except for the fact that we have a number of new presents (*.*) and that mom is sick. She got some stroooong cold and she had to stay in bed all day. T_TBut Xmas was pretty good! We had a great time and finally gave all our presents to our parents. We had such a hard time looking for them and picking them that we were really anxious to handle them.

What can I say? We got a lot of presents and I should give a detailed list of all of them but it’s 6 am and I don’t even have my sleep pill so I should be going to sleep before it gets any clearer. Tomorrow we probably gotta go buy ourselves some lunch so we can’t wake up so late and we also gotta take care of mom. :S

But before I go I wanna say something. I know my mom doesn’t read this and I know my sis doesn’t either (not unless I tell her to do so anyways)… But I wanna thank them. I wanna thank my mom, my sister and my dad for their beautiful presents, their care, their niceness and their patience with me. We all have defects and I know sometimes I’m a real pain in the ass. But I appreciate the fact that you’re there, that you care and that still give a them about me. Specially you, S.

Thanks, dad, for reading this, for the presents, for trying hard to be nicer and to be more open to our tastes and stuff! Maybe you don’t even know it or maybe you know it too well, but I really appreciate your efforts for showing me that you care, that things don’t have to be so bad and that we can work something out if we both try. I’ve realized a few things in the past months and I know we all make mistakes and that, sometimes, even if we don’t mean it, we’re misunderstood… Somehow, I guess I’ve come to understand you a lot better now and I guess I’ve became more understanding because of that and I hope that these things will help us have a better relationship from now on. But I’ve noticed your efforts and I appreciate them, in spite of all the differences we may have. Thanks for everything, my annoymous friend (I know it’s you, meanie! )!

Mi querida mamita… Las palabras no bastan para expresar todo lo que siento por ti y todas las cosas que quisiera decirte. Pero, en una palabra, quiero darte las gracias por todo. No sólo por tratar de darnos en el gusto en todo sino por todo lo demás tb. Por tu paciencia, por tu comprensión, por tu bondad, tu abnegación, tu esfuerzo, tu amor y tu desinterés y por todas esas cosas que te hacen quien eres. Te quiero y te admiro, te amo con todo mi corazón y quisiera ser más digna de ti. Lo intento todos los días y espero, algún día, convertirme en una mujer como tú en todos los sentidos. :* Eres la mejor mamá del mundo y te adoro con todo mi ser, de verdad. Ojalá pueda retribuirte todo lo que haces por mí. :* ¡MUCHAS GRACIAS POR TODO!

And my dear lil sis… Thank you for your care, for being my Sueñosita, for trying to stand me even though I sometimes get on your nervs, thanks for being my sister. You’re one of the biggest pieces of my life, one of the people I care the most about, the person that gives me my reason of being and… Hell… I don’t know what the hell will become of me the day you finally decide that I’m no longer worth of your love and care… :_) I hope you can continue to stand me for a long time and that the differences and problems we’ve had during these past times won’t continue this way but will fade away and turn into a bad dream. I hope that, with your help (as usual, ’cause I’m worthless), we will go back to the way we were before and everything will be alright again. Please, don’t even leave me, don’t even stop loving me and don’t ever go away or change me for someone else! :_)

I guess I’ve said too much but I can’t help it. If I didn’t get these things outta me I would have exploded.

Now, I’m off to bed ’cause it’s dawn already.. And I wanna take a look at some FFVII videos my sis is watching in her notebook (Sephi~). *.*

See y’all!